
I’m sorry
I’m ugly
all that I am
and I can never live up
I’m failing
I’m angry
afraid of the ways
they pretend to be us
it’s fucked up
I’m different
words remain
my only escape
art saves
all of me
evolving
and now you’re walking away!!!
I’m so afraid
and now you’re walking away
I’m so ashamed
and now you’re walking away!!
This is Otep Shamaya, front woman of Otep. She has saved my life on numerous occasions, and if I could meet her, I would thank her for it soo much.